Astronaut Discloses Mental Health Struggle Following Wave of Backlash After Historic Trip

Astronaut during mission
The scientist and activist, a bioastronautics research scientist, was onboard the automated spacecraft in Spring 2025.

A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her emotional downturn after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.

The mission was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who became the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an “avalanche of misogyny”.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, describing a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.

She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she revealed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Buried Under Misogyny

Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to female health science and conducted tests during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her lab work and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was drowned out under the tide of misogyny.

She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.

Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

The Fog Begins to Lift

Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she has stated the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose messages of encouragement pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she affirmed.

She added that despite the negativity, considerable good had come out of the experience, including increased focus on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.

About the Mission

The self-operating spacecraft lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the edge of outer space.

The group of women also comprised accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.

The company behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.

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